The doors are locked. The blinds are

closed. No light in. No light out.

Shut in and shut out. Not many

possess the key.  Hidden from

the world. Behind closed doors

is where he stays. They say it is

a phase. He doesn’t show his face.

Stuck in place: defeated. Tired.

Unmotivated. Losing the race. Hurt.

Damaged. When on the other side

of the door, he puts on a mask:

a mask sporting a big smile.

He can only do this for awhile.

He pushes on without hesitation.

When around others, he leaves

nothing to the imagination. He is

in pain; no one would suspect a thing.

No one knows what he doesn’t show.

He fights his battle alone: behind

closed doors, yet he is still strong.

On the other side of the door, he’s

a soldier at war. He ignores the scars.

He shelters others from the rain.

He does his best to maintain.

He’ll leave the house: just not today.

4 responses

  1. Carol anne Avatar

    Hugs, a beautiful heartfelt poem!

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    1. jmacthedream Avatar

      Awh ❤️ thank you!!!

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  2. yi-ching lin Avatar

    i am reading up
    on high-functioning
    anxiety, with john
    prine’s lonesome
    friends of science
    playing in the
    background, all signs
    point to this world
    ending most
    any day now, and
    that will be okay
    .
    20240221:2022
    y

    thank you – this resonates (smile)

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  3. i am reading up | y Avatar

    […] anxiety, with john prine’s lonesome friends of science playing in the background, all signs point to this world ending most any day now, and that will be […]

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