A fractured past. Shattered glass
falling on dusty photo albums.
Looking back at all the times
I had, I can’t recall them all.
At unexpected times, neglected
memories manifest. Every person
I’ve met lives inside my head.
Even those who I have lost –
– those who I long for, can be
found in a song, a beautiful sky,
a familiar face, a special place,
or a recognizable smell or taste.
Their last words are tattooed
on the inside of my skull:
life lessons impossible to forget.
All I have seen and known are
one with mind, body, and soul.
Every time I close my eyes,
I take a step into a time machine.
I never know where it will
take me. When my mind
travels across the uncharted
seas of never-ending memories,
I sit back and let the ship steer
itself. If I try hard enough,
I can gain control and rewind
to specific times: times tethered
to different realities; times that
gave me insight. In my mind,
I am free. I am free to visit
the places I have once roamed.
I wonder what will happen
when I drive down memory
lane and knock on the door
of my childhood home.
People and things never
stay the same. Time changes
everything: good and bad.
Still, I am free to search for
the memories that hide
from me. Day by day, I glue
the shattered glass of
my past back together. Things
can fall apart or fall into place.
It’s all the same. Get it together.
Life goes on. The past is gone.
Time heals all, and it gets better.


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