turn back the clock

Step by step. We move forward –

to unknown experiences. Each day

doesn’t stay. Time passes by. It flows

downstream. The sun sets. Night falls.

The wind blows. Nobody knows

the future, and it shows. Tomorrow

is never promised. We defy the odds

everyday. We work, and we play.

Some choose love over hate.

Some forgive and others wait.

We are at the mercy of first light.

We reach unfathomable heights.

We grow strong. Then, we grow

old. We buy time once sold.

We feel warm days turn cold.

We believe in stories never told.

Life is a blur. As life goes on,

father time robs our memory

banks of memories once vivid.

Past connections are sent to

collections. Feelings flood back.

Distant thoughts rise to the top.

The lessons we learn linger.

Painful yesterdays turn into

joyful tomorrows. Every person

we meet buys a ticket and takes

a seat on the bleachers inside

our mind: in the arena behind

our eyes. It must be a sign.

Surely, our existence is devine.

Every star is bound to align.

We are drifting through time

and space, inhabiting a sacred

land. We live for the future as we

step further away from yesterday

and the day before. We open new

doors. We sit here today and reflect

on times long gone and look

ahead to the time that’s left.

We try to remember the pain

and joy we felt. We reminisce.

We press rewind to relive the past:

from the first scene to the last.

We press the pause button,

and we flip over the hourglass.

We twist the dial and turn back

the clock. We look back and see

good times that will never leave.

drive by

When I drive by, I see

a younger me. Playing

in front of my old house.

I see trees dancing –

shaking their branches.

My hand out the window,

I wave to old memories.

The flash back waves back.

As I drive by, I see a moment

frozen. I see my family

on the front porch. I see

my old tire swing. I remember

everything. Feelings come

rushing over me. I drive by

and think of the days

when life was more simple.

I have grown up. I learned

how to be an adult. I aged.

I have moved away. I drive

by to remember my life –

to visit the past. I drive slow.

I want this moment to last.

I drive away, but I’ll be back.

Ping-Pong

Back and forth. To and fro.

Here and there. When and where.

Up and Down. Side to side. Down

and up. Song and dance. It takes

one to know one. It takes two to tango.

Yin and Yang. Desert and the jungle.

Two singles. Two halves. One double.

I hit the ball to you. You hit it back.

You joke and I laugh. Over the net

and into the sunset. You hit the ball,

and I hit it back. Back and forth.

The time we play ping-pong slows

down. Sounds of the ball hitting

the table keeps us stable. I’m able

to bob and weave. Float and flow.

Stop and go. I love it when we play

ping-pong every night: every day.

Out of Control

My mind may be out of control,

but the way I love makes it whole.

The confidence I lack doubles back,

but my feelings fend off any doubts.

My soul attacks intrusive thoughts.

My evolving perspective cools the jets

often too hot. Sometimes, it feels like

two people playing racquetball inside

my head. I can feel my body tense up.

My heart crashes against a worn chest.

What is out of control is out of my

control. No sense in worrying because

time is hurrying. No need to suffer twice.

The time will come and acceptance will

prevail. There are more seas to sail.

Out of control and into my soul. Life

will fall into place at the end of the race.

Spit Against the Wind

Don’t fight the feeling. Embrace emotions.

Face the pain. Feel the rain. Become

a warrior of life. Tap into your mental.

Life isn’t a rental. You own it. Show

your true colors. Be yourself. Don’t

pretend to be someone else. Help

yourself to this beautiful life. Buy

yourself flowers. Take April showers.

Rid yourself of the masks you wear.

Don’t care what others think. Sink

or swim. The rise and fall. Feel it

all. Don’t run away or escape. You

can be a hero without a cape. Face

your fears and embrace the tears.

Enjoy the struggle. Stand on the rubble.